Jeez, haven't posted a real post in forever. Lol.

Didn't feel like hiding this in my blog, so just discussing here.

I obviously started this whole long hair thing many years ago, much younger. Much different hair.
The combo of medical emergency/forced cut, stress, health recovery, COVID and now postpartum hair (daughter is 17 months), has just really resulted in some Meh hair. It's recovered so much, but it's just not the same.

I'm at bsl now. But I'm just not feeling it like I once did. I don't know what it all is, but one thing I have realized is....I do not like how my face or I look now, coming up on 39 (insert sobs here), the greys coming in majorly around my face, my face honestly very changed from these last few years and then my hair up all the time. For me, it seems to just age me further and I do not look nice. Is that vain to bother me? Sure, but there ya go.

Anyone else changed how they feel about how they look with their hair up as time has gone by?
Anything help?

Because I feel like it's this internal battle in my mind now to either regain my length that was once so beloved and part of me, or look less like a tired, old lady.